I've found myself echoing these words from the popular sitcom to describe what the last year of my life has been like. Since leaving my job at WebbMason almost a year ago today, I have taken time to examine my priorities, explore new opportunities, and of course, work in retail. While this rings of a mid-life crisis at thirty, I think it only natural that when a single girl gets married she finds it necessary to shift gears.
The first few months of my "gap year" were spent traveling, as described in previous blogs. After our epic adventure, Brian and I returned to Naples and began a new journey, one that ended in us becoming homeowners. He went back to work when school started but I managed to enjoy a few weeks of unemployment before my intense work-ethic kicked in (thanks, Dad). We were still in the process of packing and preparing to close on the house, so there was plenty to do, but I still needed to feel like I was being "productive" so I sanded and painted several pieces of natural wood furniture white to match our new decor.
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My mom shared a verse that helped me find purpose: "Make it your ambition to lead a quiet life and attend to your own business and work with your hands" 1 Thessalonians 4:11 |
In October, I took a part-time position at my favorite home decor store, Pier 1 Imports, because I thought it would be a fun job (and for the discount, of course). I have to say, I was surprised to find out how exhausting retail work could be. Whether I was opening and unpacking boxes of merchandise at 6 AM on a Saturday or constantly roaming around the store on a tile floor, my whole body (especially my feet) would ache at the end of a four-hour shift. Although I enjoyed interacting with customers, at $8.50 an hour, it wasn't much fun; it reminded me why I had chosen to get an education.
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I loved "shopping" with other people's money! |
So I began my "real job" search in earnest, with more questions than answers. Did I want to continue in my current field of Marketing/Sales? I made it to the fourth interview with Gartner, a well-known research and analytics company located in Fort Myers, before I determined that the answer was emphatically "no". While I believe I could have gotten the position and been successful, the words that kept coming up in the interviews like "driven" and "competitive" just didn't seem to describe me anymore. I felt strongly that I would have been getting myself into the same situation I had just left, where the pressure was intense and the hours were long (not to mention the commute). I was holding out hope that there was a difference between a demanding job and a challenging career. So I walked away and breathed a sigh of relief.
At the same time, I found myself wondering where in the world my ambition had gone. I've always been highly motivated and for most of my twenties, my life revolved around work. Now, it wasn't that I wanted to be a full-time housewife, I just wanted to find a balance. I began searching for a job that would be just that: a job. One where I could work regular hours, earn benefits, and leave it there when I went home. I began networking with the few people I knew in Naples and had lunch with my wedding planner from the Naples Beach Hotel. Shortly after, she told me about a position as a Conference Concierge in their catering department. I had never worked in hospitality before, and I thought this would be a good field to explore a career path, since Naples is a premier vacation destination. I got the job and was excited to see behind-the-scenes of resort where Brian and I said our vows. While it was challenging at first, it didn't take me long to realize that I would outgrow my responsibilities, and due to the nature of the industry, most of the positions I could move into would mean working early mornings, nights and weekends. As much as I loved the hotel and enjoyed the people I worked with, I knew that it was not the right fit for me.
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On my first day at the Naples Beach Hotel |
It was about the time that we celebrated our first year of marriage that Brian and I began trying to envision what we wanted our future to look like. In our daydreams, we would have the same schedule and a lifestyle suited to having a family someday. Brian was a huge inspiration to me in terms of what I wanted in a career. His work as an educator was both challenging and rewarding, and he was passionate about it in way I had never experienced. I began asking myself, could I see myself being a teacher? Did I even like children??? I mean, I knew I liked babies and toddlers, but TEENAGERS?
Brian arranged for me to be able to observe a classroom at the middle school where he teaches to help me answer some of these questions. I have to say, the classroom environment has changed drastically since I was in school, where everyone sat in rows and it was silent and rigid; the only reason you got up was to ask the teacher a question at her desk. Today's classroom is much more collaborative and relaxed; after my initial shock wore off, I realized that this didn't mean the teacher wasn't in control of the room, it was just that there was more interaction happening, in other words... learning! Also, I determined that I actually do like children. I know that sounds awful, but middle school was a difficult time for me, and I was relieved to find adulthood had given me a very different perspective.
I also had the opportunity to sit down with Brian's principal and discuss what steps I would need to take to persue a career in teaching, since my bachelor's degree is in Business. Florida has a clearly defined path that allows people to make this type of career change, however, she explained that the major thing I lacked was experience in the classroom. And there is really only one way to get it: substituting. Well, that would be a challenge since I had a full-time job, but I began completing the requirements to be a Guest Teacher in Collier County just in case.
In April I began volunteering with Junior Achievement, a non-profit that partners with local business people to go into classrooms and educate students on how to be successful in "real life". The curriculum includes how to manage personal finances and the importance of decisions about career, education and lifestyle. You know, the things that you probably wish someone had taught you in school, like how to make a budget, safeguard your credit score and plot a course for your future. My manager agreed to allow me to come in to work an hour late one day a week for six weeks so I could teach a class of 8th graders some of the lessons I had learned the hard way. Not only was I very passionate about Junior Achievement's mission, but the program also afforded me the opportunity to try out my skills in the classroom. After the very first day, I was hooked!
Then things started happening very fast. The principal at Brian's school informed me that a long-term substitute position had opened up for a Resource Teacher through the end of the year. She told me that she thought it would be an ideal way to get me immersed in the classroom and offered me the job. I gladly jumped at the chance, and with Brian's approval, gave my two-weeks' notice the same day. For the last five weeks of the school year, I provided support in 6th-8th grade language arts classes and was on hand to substitute whenever they needed coverage, which toward the end of the year, was pretty frequent. In this way, I was able to observe several different teachers and their classroom management styles, and then try to put what I had learned into practice when I was called on to sub. In the beginning, the learning curve was pretty steep, but after a few weeks, I started to get the hang of it and have fun, especially as I became familiar with the school and got to know the students and faculty.
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Mrs. David actually taught a math class! |
I have been writing this post over the course of the past few days (sorry it is so long!) but as of just yesterday I know how it ends. It may have gone without saying that when the school year ended, I was unemployed, or I had the summer off, depending on how you want to look at it. Brian and I made a quick getaway to the Keys this weekend and while we were there, I got a call from the in-coming principal offering me a full-time position as a 7th grade Language Arts teach next year! We were in the perfect place to celebrate!!!
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Celebrating in Marathon Key, with a sunset view of the Seven Mile Bridge |
Many are the plans in a person's heart, but it is the LORD's purpose that prevails. - Proverbs 19:21